well, hows about an updatery on this thing!!
so, where to begin really!
since the last entry, ayla and i have been to hellfire ressurection for oz kinkfest (and saw the beautiful satomi and lukas zpira perform), that night shall be memorable for oh so many new things we both saw!!...namely uh...dykes penetrating each other on stage with dildos...??! ehm, there was even one where this lady was fucked by a live teddy bear...then when the bear finished an egg popped out of her, uh, vajayjay, and inside the egg was a big stuffed teddy bear:O!
there was also the token drag queen, the hanged man team, burlesque, gender benders...and, of course...the guy with the boot fetish who ended up sitting there licking my boots.
ahem. yeah. moving on...
i was also cut by lukas of course- and wow was i ever impressed by the guys skill!
we had our massive halloween party too- which was soo freakin huge and there were just too many kids there that ayla ended up kickin many out^^ then the little shits went and tagged the whole street>.<
other than that though there were no real disturbances other than the fact that it rained and so inside was totally ruined! haha. but i got to see my russian friend topless and for that my night was made:D fyi all men should have hairy chests:P
also- siobhan (stuffsh) has been staying with us here in melbourne- and boy am i way jeouls of this gals travel itinery! its certainly inspiring me to hit the road again soon^^
we've pretty much been bumming around...i think the most exciting part was certainly the hare krishna mantra/dance/feast session we attended:D haha. today one of the housemates drive us down to the beach , which was just beautiful!
i didnt even know melbourne had such nuce beaches hehe
tomorrow she leaves...aaaanndd....bmodder jojo arrives on wednesday from germany!!
:D
heres a piccie of us at the beach^^
Friday, April 2, 2010
24/09/09
Updates ay....Recently moved in with Ayla! So now I'm in Melbourne again!
Saturday, my brother and I were on our way with a car full of my stuff, when I thought we should drop by Third EYe to finally make this scarrrification appointment with one of the guys there- well timb asked, since I was there we should just do it then!
Soo my brother sat in the room refusing to look while timb cut me up some! ( tho seems everyone else working there dropped by to take a look!)
I had myself all geared up and hyper for some painful times coming up- but then timb whipped out the blue gel and although the outside cuts still had to be made, the skin peeling was not really felt at all. An hour and a half in all- Too easy!!!
I was also only charged two thirds of what I paid for my original scars, and timb did an extra row- I was so suprised I forgot to tip! When I see Marshall in dec there to get tattooed I'll see if I can't shout timb lunch or something because I feel quite rude about it...
I was suprised tho, that timb mentioned a good amount of clients use blue gel to get tattooed. Don't think it would ever occur to me to use it for getting tattooed!!
Saturday, my brother and I were on our way with a car full of my stuff, when I thought we should drop by Third EYe to finally make this scarrrification appointment with one of the guys there- well timb asked, since I was there we should just do it then!
Soo my brother sat in the room refusing to look while timb cut me up some! ( tho seems everyone else working there dropped by to take a look!)
I had myself all geared up and hyper for some painful times coming up- but then timb whipped out the blue gel and although the outside cuts still had to be made, the skin peeling was not really felt at all. An hour and a half in all- Too easy!!!
I was also only charged two thirds of what I paid for my original scars, and timb did an extra row- I was so suprised I forgot to tip! When I see Marshall in dec there to get tattooed I'll see if I can't shout timb lunch or something because I feel quite rude about it...
I was suprised tho, that timb mentioned a good amount of clients use blue gel to get tattooed. Don't think it would ever occur to me to use it for getting tattooed!!
ramblings 08/08/09
there is nothing quite like the death of a known person to bring you down to earth and to question yourself and your own mortality.
my great aunt betty died last monday, they found her four days later, dead on the toilet.
i don't know about you, but thats not the way i want to go out.
i don't really recall much about her, so i find it hard to find tears for anyone but myself, because i know that, yes, i will die someday, but i don't know when. selfish?
yes.
i recall she smoked a lot, because when visiting as a child i recall strong coughing, and the smell of tobacco. her apartment was small, and she gambled a lot. (so mum tells me now). she also left behind her five children, no longer children now of course. of the five known children, she only raised one. the others, either at birth or later on in their childhood, were adopted out. all had deep trouble coming to terms with being unwanted. my mum told me before being adopted out, or being put into shelters, the eldest two, mick and kris, lived with her and her 6 siblings for a while. i can think of nothing worse, than being put into a childrens home, having known your own family.
of the three who were adopted out, one is a lawyer, who wanted nothing to do with betty and never met her.
the second a police officer, and met betty only after his adoptive parents died.
the third was a junkie, and would constantly harass betty and steal her things, and even tried to burn her apartment down, once.
mum said betty spoke to her once about how her first husband would beat her, and how they moved every few months to keep the debt collectors at bay. she couldn't even afford the gas for heating or water, because in her time you had to put a coin into a machine to light the pilot light for the gas system.
i can't help but wonder, how different her life may have been if she lived in this era as a young women? contraceptives for one! or was it just that she was attracted to the abusive sort of men? so really, perhaps nothing would have been different.
all i kow is it reminds me to not get too caught up in the cycles of depression, because she died alone, refusing to let anyone get close. and not one member of the family has a good memory for her, other than that spurred by pity.
my great aunt betty died last monday, they found her four days later, dead on the toilet.
i don't know about you, but thats not the way i want to go out.
i don't really recall much about her, so i find it hard to find tears for anyone but myself, because i know that, yes, i will die someday, but i don't know when. selfish?
yes.
i recall she smoked a lot, because when visiting as a child i recall strong coughing, and the smell of tobacco. her apartment was small, and she gambled a lot. (so mum tells me now). she also left behind her five children, no longer children now of course. of the five known children, she only raised one. the others, either at birth or later on in their childhood, were adopted out. all had deep trouble coming to terms with being unwanted. my mum told me before being adopted out, or being put into shelters, the eldest two, mick and kris, lived with her and her 6 siblings for a while. i can think of nothing worse, than being put into a childrens home, having known your own family.
of the three who were adopted out, one is a lawyer, who wanted nothing to do with betty and never met her.
the second a police officer, and met betty only after his adoptive parents died.
the third was a junkie, and would constantly harass betty and steal her things, and even tried to burn her apartment down, once.
mum said betty spoke to her once about how her first husband would beat her, and how they moved every few months to keep the debt collectors at bay. she couldn't even afford the gas for heating or water, because in her time you had to put a coin into a machine to light the pilot light for the gas system.
i can't help but wonder, how different her life may have been if she lived in this era as a young women? contraceptives for one! or was it just that she was attracted to the abusive sort of men? so really, perhaps nothing would have been different.
all i kow is it reminds me to not get too caught up in the cycles of depression, because she died alone, refusing to let anyone get close. and not one member of the family has a good memory for her, other than that spurred by pity.
08/07/09
Bmod member Jojo is coming to visit me here in Oz in November for three weeks:DDD He booked his flight so now there's no backing out mwahahaha^^
I'm getting so excited looking at travel ideas! Sometimes its fun to be a tourist in your own country^^
There are however two things that scare me about travelling north! Sharks and crocodiles o_O Fingers crossed this is not us scrambling from the water in November:PP
I'm getting so excited looking at travel ideas! Sometimes its fun to be a tourist in your own country^^
There are however two things that scare me about travelling north! Sharks and crocodiles o_O Fingers crossed this is not us scrambling from the water in November:PP
25/06/09
hey guys:)) apologies for being slack on replying the past week or so- i'm getting there i just haven't been home! also, when i was my net connection was slowed to a point that it was just painful to use:/
anyway! the past few days i spent in melbourne, catching up with some friends there, and met up with two cool kids from this site, too^^
i spent tuesday catching up with bmod member ayay and piercedoff for coffee in the city which was rather cool. i've lost contact with most friends there, and the ones i do have aren't into modding, so it was rather awesome to catch the two:))
tues nite ayla even cooked for me! (see piccie posted^^) she is one damn fine cook! i even got spolied and had a cooked brekkie too hehe.
(btw, the walls of her house are rather cool colours:D)
wednesday the tattoist i'd been designing a piece with had a cancellation so i was able to get in to see him so we could finalise the design and make an appointment. i met ofir (piercedoff) there, (after me stuffing up the initial meeting point:P) so he got to see my design and take a look at the shop:) well, alls fine and dandy, and then i get told the soonest i can get inked is DECEMBER!!
eep! oh well...i do dig this guys work. i just may have to find some more bits to cut/scar/pierce.
the rest of the day i got to hang out with ofir and he even shouted me lunch!:))
anyhoo, a cool few days indeed^^ and now i have fast(er) internet- so all is well in the life of me. hope everyone else is living it up too:))
anyway! the past few days i spent in melbourne, catching up with some friends there, and met up with two cool kids from this site, too^^
i spent tuesday catching up with bmod member ayay and piercedoff for coffee in the city which was rather cool. i've lost contact with most friends there, and the ones i do have aren't into modding, so it was rather awesome to catch the two:))
tues nite ayla even cooked for me! (see piccie posted^^) she is one damn fine cook! i even got spolied and had a cooked brekkie too hehe.
(btw, the walls of her house are rather cool colours:D)
wednesday the tattoist i'd been designing a piece with had a cancellation so i was able to get in to see him so we could finalise the design and make an appointment. i met ofir (piercedoff) there, (after me stuffing up the initial meeting point:P) so he got to see my design and take a look at the shop:) well, alls fine and dandy, and then i get told the soonest i can get inked is DECEMBER!!
eep! oh well...i do dig this guys work. i just may have to find some more bits to cut/scar/pierce.
the rest of the day i got to hang out with ofir and he even shouted me lunch!:))
anyhoo, a cool few days indeed^^ and now i have fast(er) internet- so all is well in the life of me. hope everyone else is living it up too:))
23/05/09 (some lack of travel blues i guess??)
ich hab keine lust.
nothing i really do these days brings much joy. i gave away all of my belongings. i now own, three pairs of shoes, one suitcase of clothes and a lap top.
i'm living at my mums on the couch while she's on the farm, although shes supposed to be holidaying, since i'm actualy employed by the government for respite care to look after my younger siblings. she really does need this, there has not been one evening of her not having a tantrum and i really have no energy or will to comfort her anymore.
also seems i'm less tolerable of idiots and more prone to saying no these days...or just not responding.
i'm ok though. there's nothing wrong. i have a nice part time job at the local pub, i'm busy with the kids and things are really....dull. but bearable. i understand life has these times.
got tickets to splendour in the grass, which is in byron bay (big surfers beach in along the east coast of oz), for july. so looks like my new travels will begin then!
i really have no money, so my idea is to buy a tent. just hitch hike around oz for a while, get seasonal work when i need it. just dissappear.
we'll see...the respite care grant ends in july, so mum really can't afford to have me here after that and i'm not mad keen on moving to melbourne, since i'm not sure it really presents anything new...
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