13/3/09
heyyy!! sittin in an internet cafe in paris waitin for my train back to brussels and thought id make a bit of a recap of the past week! and well what a week it has been...
ok, first thing, leaving frankfurt was big fucking let down and a very disappointing end to my year there... the boss drove me to the train station, then when i went to leave, told me i had ruined our friendship and reduced it to money. i had let her down and we were no longer friends, and that i needed to learn the lesson to value my friendships and i was choosing people on the internet who i didnt even know instead of being loyal to her...
it was a shock. this lady was like a mother to me, but she said nothing about her feelings on me not staying an exra week before this. and how the fuck am i supposed to explain the value of the friendships i have made on here?? i d met both ralf and jojo before, and i speak online to jojo al,ost every day of the week online! i consider him a true friend! and i had met ralf before, and he offered a long time ago for me to visit and i had looked forward to this for some time!!!
basicly, i feel extremely let down by this woman i worked for in germany, and cant believe i stuck around for 12 months!!!
anyhow, arrived sat morning in hamburg bus station without a wink of sleep and a stuffy nose from crying all night, to be greeted with a hug and chocolate cake from ralf- it was really so sweet!
he had been sick the days before so we both took it easy and watched some films and took some sight seeign by the beach:) he even cooked dinner for me that eveing when he didnt eat anything himself:p
hes a great cook:D
i hada great tile, and cant wait for him to come visit me in oz eventually!!!
monday morning i met jojo for breakfast, and i felt so stupid because we had such a short amount of time and i felt a bit rude for this:/ he bought me brekkie and then i had to sprint in under three minutes not to miss my train to utrecht so i didnt even get to say goodbye!
the train to utrecht was ( hrs long, and when i got there it was pouring rain, so i decided i would go back to brussels since i knew ppl there and it wasnt raining...
annyyway; stayed with spunky belgian guy...which i knew was a bad idea before i even got there. but i was past caring. thought i was feeling ok, and monday evening was the expected romance, before i uh, packed up my bags when he was in the shower tuesday morning, yelled gooodbye and ran out the door.i really dont know why i did it..i just felt like crying and i didnt want him to see me acting like that, and didnt want to complicate things when i know i cant expect any type of relationship from this guy when thats what i really want from him...
havent heard anything and dont think i will...got as far as the corner and threw up everywhere. certainly very classy.
found a cheapish hotel in brussels centre since the hostels were booked out and even got a free upgrade. put my bags away before coming down stairs to ask the desk guy where an open chemist might be. he tells me to sit down, disappears and retunrs with two beers. i stare without reacting for a few seconds before he tries to stick his tongue down my throat.
fucking gross. i thought it would be nice to throw up all over him but lucky for him there was nothing left in my stomach. so i went to bed.
i really dont see how anyone stinking like vomit could be found attractive but i certainly made sure the management knew what a sleeze this guy was.
so, i decided, i needed to get out of belgium! and jumped on a train that after noon to paris!!!
i had written in the couchsurfing forum if anyone would like to meet up for drinks or something, and was so stoked that i got heaps of last minute couch offers and had peole to meet me at the north train station of paris
aaaand i just realised i gotta get my train it leaves in five min will write more later but will say paris is awesome and jussi is gonna split my tongue next week in finland!!!!!!!!!
peace out
ok, first thing, leaving frankfurt was big fucking let down and a very disappointing end to my year there... the boss drove me to the train station, then when i went to leave, told me i had ruined our friendship and reduced it to money. i had let her down and we were no longer friends, and that i needed to learn the lesson to value my friendships and i was choosing people on the internet who i didnt even know instead of being loyal to her...
it was a shock. this lady was like a mother to me, but she said nothing about her feelings on me not staying an exra week before this. and how the fuck am i supposed to explain the value of the friendships i have made on here?? i d met both ralf and jojo before, and i speak online to jojo al,ost every day of the week online! i consider him a true friend! and i had met ralf before, and he offered a long time ago for me to visit and i had looked forward to this for some time!!!
basicly, i feel extremely let down by this woman i worked for in germany, and cant believe i stuck around for 12 months!!!
anyhow, arrived sat morning in hamburg bus station without a wink of sleep and a stuffy nose from crying all night, to be greeted with a hug and chocolate cake from ralf- it was really so sweet!
he had been sick the days before so we both took it easy and watched some films and took some sight seeign by the beach:) he even cooked dinner for me that eveing when he didnt eat anything himself:p
hes a great cook:D
i hada great tile, and cant wait for him to come visit me in oz eventually!!!
monday morning i met jojo for breakfast, and i felt so stupid because we had such a short amount of time and i felt a bit rude for this:/ he bought me brekkie and then i had to sprint in under three minutes not to miss my train to utrecht so i didnt even get to say goodbye!
the train to utrecht was ( hrs long, and when i got there it was pouring rain, so i decided i would go back to brussels since i knew ppl there and it wasnt raining...
annyyway; stayed with spunky belgian guy...which i knew was a bad idea before i even got there. but i was past caring. thought i was feeling ok, and monday evening was the expected romance, before i uh, packed up my bags when he was in the shower tuesday morning, yelled gooodbye and ran out the door.i really dont know why i did it..i just felt like crying and i didnt want him to see me acting like that, and didnt want to complicate things when i know i cant expect any type of relationship from this guy when thats what i really want from him...
havent heard anything and dont think i will...got as far as the corner and threw up everywhere. certainly very classy.
found a cheapish hotel in brussels centre since the hostels were booked out and even got a free upgrade. put my bags away before coming down stairs to ask the desk guy where an open chemist might be. he tells me to sit down, disappears and retunrs with two beers. i stare without reacting for a few seconds before he tries to stick his tongue down my throat.
fucking gross. i thought it would be nice to throw up all over him but lucky for him there was nothing left in my stomach. so i went to bed.
i really dont see how anyone stinking like vomit could be found attractive but i certainly made sure the management knew what a sleeze this guy was.
so, i decided, i needed to get out of belgium! and jumped on a train that after noon to paris!!!
i had written in the couchsurfing forum if anyone would like to meet up for drinks or something, and was so stoked that i got heaps of last minute couch offers and had peole to meet me at the north train station of paris
aaaand i just realised i gotta get my train it leaves in five min will write more later but will say paris is awesome and jussi is gonna split my tongue next week in finland!!!!!!!!!
peace out
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