ich hab keine lust.
nothing i really do these days brings much joy. i gave away all of my belongings. i now own, three pairs of shoes, one suitcase of clothes and a lap top.
i'm living at my mums on the couch while she's on the farm, although shes supposed to be holidaying, since i'm actualy employed by the government for respite care to look after my younger siblings. she really does need this, there has not been one evening of her not having a tantrum and i really have no energy or will to comfort her anymore.
also seems i'm less tolerable of idiots and more prone to saying no these days...or just not responding.
i'm ok though. there's nothing wrong. i have a nice part time job at the local pub, i'm busy with the kids and things are really....dull. but bearable. i understand life has these times.
got tickets to splendour in the grass, which is in byron bay (big surfers beach in along the east coast of oz), for july. so looks like my new travels will begin then!
i really have no money, so my idea is to buy a tent. just hitch hike around oz for a while, get seasonal work when i need it. just dissappear.
we'll see...the respite care grant ends in july, so mum really can't afford to have me here after that and i'm not mad keen on moving to melbourne, since i'm not sure it really presents anything new...
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